From the beginning of sexuality: from molestation, experimentation, bdsm clubs, abuse and drug use. I have been to therapy a few times in my life. I don't believe they have been successful. I'm not sure of the reasoning:•Maybe it's because we got focused on the mundane day to day•Maybe they never truly understood what my problems were•Or possibly it's all been a while goose chaseI'm not sure the reason but maybe writing it down may help. Maybe explaining on paper where I can take time to collect my thoughts someone won't get lost in my translation. Or perhaps I could explain without interruption these complex, undeniably dramatic tales of my life. Who knows - maybe you won't find it helpful at all - maybe I do.