This is about "Body Integrity Identity Disorder (BIID), a highly secretive condition in which there is a mismatch between the mental body image and the physical body. Subjects suffering from BIID have an intense desire to amputate a major limb or severe the spinal cord in order to become paralyzed and according to a detailed study done in 2016, the onset of BIID lies in the early childhood.This material is from an individual who has been personally involved in BIID for over 70 years including its most common manifestations, self-amputation and amputee voyeurism.This NOT a medical or psychological treatise but a candid look at the phenomenon known as BIID, its impact on the individuals who have it, and the current medical opinions that support the information.