My first poetry collection that focuses on the twisted person one can become growing up in a toxic home. How dangerous it can be when we form relationships with the wrong people, the power it takes to reprogram ourselves. My collection talks about depression, the impact of mental illness on those we leave behind, the bounds of human obsession and desire. I have spent many years putting this collection together, it is the only good thing born from my depression. I will take you with me on my journey of trauma, desperation and learning how to live knowing you were never good enough. A stunning debut that will leave you raw, excited to speak your truth and high.