The wanderings of a once brilliant mind - now with battered "bane sells" Lyme Disease (destroyed Frontal Lobes), Open-Heart Surgery (Quad by-pass, cow's aortic valve), Five strokes - learning to walk and talk again, Two kids lost to suicide - and two wives to selfishness (mine and theirs). Left a PhD career in Psychology (too immaterial, impertinent, and meaningless) . All this replaced by: Acceptance and Submission to a Higher Power - and a warped mind that will NOT stop creating.